Its so silent tonight. I cant here you breathe. So this is what it feels like when time stops.
And I’m not ready to acknowledge that that you’ll be a memory someday.
That you almost are,already.
The things you did,the boundaries you crossed.the way I got you home.
Stupid irritating dog,who delivered my dirty undies on a guest’s foot.
The one who almost took my lip off because he didn't like me drunk.
The one who didn't sleep next to me when I was drunk,every single time.
The one whose temperament was like mine,suspicious,cynical,angry.
"Because everyone in this world is out to hurt me.i was caged as a pup.separated from my mother,almost left for dead.and I was rescued,after you paid a price for my existence.
And you’ve been my father,you've been my friend."
It’s so silent tonight and I cant believe you are gone.
I’ll miss you chotu, my friend,my son.
11.51 pm, 28 august
